So what do you do when you would rather be someplace else? I know that there are people who are worse off then me. That would love to have a husband like mine, but I am not happy. But things aren’t always as they seem. I admit that I am not perfect, don’t think anyone is. Over the past 25 years I have changed, grown, I am no longer the shy, quiet girl who wants to keep everyone happy, make no waves. Who believes that what she wants needs to come last. Everyone’s wishes, dreams, needs, wants come first.
I want to come 1st. Is that wrong? Don’t get me wrong I love my family, and want them to be happy. But I want to be happy. Not that I know what will make me happy, but it is time for a change. There is something that I want, I know I shouldn’t but I do. It’s nothing bad. It’s just not what anyone would expect me to want. But I do. Do I just say to hell with it, and go after what I want? Oh well, guess it is time for some more soul searching.
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